Jersey
City, NJ—December, 2017
I dropped the Professor off at the
airport and made it home safely and much faster than my usual exit from
Chicago. It had been a great trip. I waited a couple of days—and went to the
bookstore. Disaster. There were very few men there. And I chose not to play at all than ‘make
do.’
I flew back to Jersey for the
holidays and my brother’s marriage to his long term partner. He was improving (and still is) at a faster
than expected rate once he was finally out of the ICU. His improved condition helped me relax a
little and I realized I wanted to find some ass. I still wasn’t in an easy position to head
into the city, but when a bareback bottom wrote me, who lived just a few blocks
from the apartment, I couldn’t say no.
Maybe I should have…
I’m
in no hurry. The last message he sent
stated he needed some clean out time and to give him 30 minutes. I grab my lube and put my cock ring on. I’m starting to plump just at the thought of
some ass. I get into my winter coat,
though it is a warmer than average day for December.
It’s
an easy walk and I have loads of time. I
go through Lincoln Park. I walk around
the fountain. I take the long way to his
street. I arrive on his doorstep at the
35 minute mark. I ring the bell. Nothing.
I am on the edge of going. And
the door swings open.
He’s
late 40’s, maybe 6 foot tall and an occasional gym member. His face is pleasant—the dark hair rather
shaggy. The moment the elevator doors
close he tells me he hasn’t even started his clean out. He’s had to get rid of a sometimes trick who
was bugging him online.
We
arrive at his cluttered (and under renovation) apartment. He seats me on the couch and gives me a glass
of water. There is Raw Fuck Club porn
playing on the very large television. I
settle in as he excuses himself. The
bathroom is just steps away—and he converses as he goes about his routine. I answer the few times I am asked a direct
question—but it’s mostly a monologue about the young man who comes over to
smoke his pot and never puts out. And
ex-boyfriends.
I
find myself sharing the couch with a rather smelly mongrel who has decided to
get up on the couch now that his Dad is occupied elsewhere. The dog is friendly enough—he won’t take his
eyes off me—except whenever he decides to lick his own penis. I watch him.
Right now he’s having a better time than I am.
It’s
a good 45 minutes and the movie has ended and switched to another. But I’m glad he’s taking the time—I love a
clean playing field. The monologue has
stopped for the moment as he’s stepped into the shower. I hear it turn off. He dries himself and emerges without a word
and goes into the bedroom. Am I to
follow? I hear him turning on porn in
there—so I go in. The monologue starts
again—wondering if I like Black guys in my porn—but he never lets me
answer. I strip. There are clothes piled everywhere. I strip, but I don’t know where to put my
jeans. With the dog? On the pile of clothes that look the cleanest? I hang them on the door. I put my boots back on—I don’t want to be
barefoot.
He
finally looks at me and pats the space beside him. I sit and lean against the bank of pillows. He takes a scoop of Albolene and coats my
dick. And then proceeds to give me a
great blowjob. It involves some hand
movements with his mouth. I’m not
usually a fan of being jerked with a mouth glued to my head, but this is
different. He knows how to stroke—and he’s
taking me deeply into his throat.
And
he can’t talk.
I
let him proceed. Finally I need to eat
his butt and fuck. I tongue him on all
fours. My tongue finds more Albolene—which
tastes horrible. I line up my cock and enter him. He takes about 5 minutes of fucking—I have yet
to bottom out in him—he’s only taking ¾ of my dick. But he can’t take it.
He
goes back to sucking.
I
ask if he wants to ride me so he can control it. Nope.
He
lets me try once more on all fours and me standing on the littered carpet.
“It
hurts. Can you hurry up and cum?”
Normally,
I would just pack up and get out. But it’s
been a full week since SteamWorks. I
need to shoot. I think about nothing
else, willing it to happen.
“I’d
rather you shot on me than in my ass,” he tells me.
I
pull out without even another stroke.
I
slap his ass with my dick and stroke one off—something that I could have done
at home.
I
go into the bathroom. There is not a
single towel. He does show up with some
paper towel so I can try to get the Albolene off me.
He
prattles on as I dress. Telling me it
was good sex. I am barely listening.
I
look at the dog. Is it me or does, he
have a rather smug expression on his face now that his head is just resting on
his paws? His eyes follow me out the
door.
I
can’t wait to get out into the crisp winter air.