A Blast from My Porn Past

 I always enjoy getting mail from my readers.  This particular reader had found a shot of me online.  At least he thought it was me.  I wasn’t identified, but he was sure it was from one of my porn shoots. 

He sent it along.  It was indeed from my porn initiation with the fabulous Jayson Park, Jayson’s MAL Barebang.

Fuck, I loved plowing his hot ass.  And eating it.

(And I got to do it again when I helped host a gangbang for him…)

Ah, memories…

 *****

If you need them, here is my own review of doing it.  Review.

There are two posts about helping Jayson set up a gangbang at CLAW   Set-up.  &  The event.

Here is a link to The Breeder’s Journal—where I detail the filming.  The Breeder’s Journal, Day 3

Unexpected Picture Post

It's always good to be searching for something else and find a picture of yourself.

Especially if it's you fucking a hot man like Jayson Park.

This is a still I had never seen before from my first porn: Jayson's MAL Barebang.

CLAW--The Hottest Man In Cleveland

Cleveland—April, 2013

I am sitting in the back lobby of the main hotel crowded with hot men.  Jayson Park had sent me a text last night asking if I wanted to meet for coffee on Saturday morning.  What a surprise that I’d said yes.  I’m there early, for I’ve checked out of my hotel and my car is all packed—I have to head home a day early.  Suddenly he’s there.  We hug.  He looks at me and says “Forget coffee—Let’s fuck.”  He leads me towards the elevator…..

No, wait.  Those last two sentences are fantasy.  Let me try again…..

Suddenly he’s there.  We hug.  We head off for a great hour of chat at Starbucks.  He tells me a little about his weekend.  I tell him a lot about the two Warehouse parties. We talk about love, sex, Broadway musicals.  The usual gay male stuff.  We reach the hotel again all too soon.  We say good bye—likely for another year—as he goes for his morning walk and I go in to do my last minute shopping.  Okay we didn’t have sex this trip…..but it won’t stop me from posting the pic from the first time we did….

 I buy a great pair of police examination gloves from the Leatherman stall.  The gloves are incredibly soft and skin tight.  I can think of at least two of my boys who will all but cum when my leathered fingers go from their ass to their mouth…

I find the Etienne art exhibit.  While the few things mounted on the walls are great, there is not much in the room.  There are several vacant easels, and I’m guessing much of it was put away after the opening reception.  I do find, in one of the retail stalls, two IML posters which used his drawings. They are now waiting to be framed and added to the walls of my playroom.

 I am walking out the glass encased hallway one last time.  It too, is crowded with hot men in leather and denim.  There is Dean, the top who’s exploring his bottom side with me, manning his booth.  We kiss.  We talk.  He tells me “It’s my break time.  Come upstairs.”  Fuck.  It’s not fantasy this time.  If only I’d found him an hour before.  I truly have to hit the road.  He understands.  I think….

I walk to my car, glad to get out of town before the ball game.  I take a pic of the statue I have been walking by all weekend.

I’ll play it safe. 

I’ll call him the hottest man in Cleveland.

CLAW Day Two--Throwing the Pup a Bone

Cleveland—April, 2013

I was up earlier than I wanted to be.

I left the warehouse at about 3am.  I was hoping to sleep in.  I hadn’t counted on the descent of the maid service at 7:20am.  I’d remembered to put my Do Not Disturb sign out so no one knocked on my door, but I was awakened by hooting and hollering as carts collided in the outer hallway.  Clean sheets were tossed, room numbers doled out at full voice and my door acted as a conduit to it all.  I pulled a pillow over my head, but it was no good.  I was awake.  And Hungry.  After expending all that energy last night, I gave up on sleep and pulled on my flight suit to go down to the complimentary breakfast buffet.

There is little else like looking up from your plate of the obligatory scrambled eggs and catching the eye of the man who had pissed a river down your throat just 5 hours ago.  He grinned.  I smiled.  And my cock twitched as I remembered the taste of his recycled gin and tonic.

I went upstairs with an extra coffee and wrote up the Warehouse post.

I got dressed and went to the main hotel.  I was too early for the vendor mart by 20 minutes.  I killed time looking through the silent auction items.  And there he was.  Jayson Park was sitting reading the CLAW yearbook.  We hug.  We talk about the man he’s meeting for the weekend.  We talk about my night last night.  We agreed to see if we can meet up later.

I do the leather mart, making some notes for later shopping.

A sandwich. 

And I’m ready to fuck.

I contact the boy who has been so hot to jump in the sling for a piss fuck while we were six states apart. But I can hear it in his voice, he’s not that excited, at least right now.  We agree to meet at the Warehouse party instead.  (He never shows.)

I get online.  Many CLAW guys, while online, are not in town yet on this Friday afternoon.  The locals who write me all have an excuse when we get down to it-- too early, too late, or the lack of parking in the city.  I am ready to sign off when I catch a newly posted quick connect on bbrt.  A youngish looking man is looking for loads in the host hotel.  It takes just two exchanges and I walk back to the Hilton armed with his room number.

 

I knock. 

The boy looks just like his pictures.  He’s late 30’s, with dark, longish hair.  Jake is shirtless, showing off a trim build, without any hint of being muscular.  The room has two unmade double beds.  And enough hardware laid out on the television table for a yard sale.  His Master is into edge play.  And he must like his puppies.  There are two dog’s tail butt plugs, tucked half under the screen, as well. 

We kiss lightly.  He removes his gym shorts.  His tiny penis gets hard as I remove my boots.

The door opens.

It’s his Master.  And the number two boy who lives in this triad.  They get dressed to go out to dinner as I remove the rest of my clothes and Jake settles between my legs to suck my cock.  For a moment it’s hard for me to concentrate on the task at hand with the Master chatting away to number two, but soon my cock takes over.

Jake comes up for air. 

“Call us when you are ready for dinner.”  And they are out the door.

Alone, I get Jake on all fours.  I kneel and eat out his hole.  He is fresh from the shower.  The hair surrounding his asshole is still damp.  I am rampant.  I work slowly into him.  He gasps, but takes my cock like a pro—until the last 2 inches.  He pulls away—as if I’d shoved a cattle prod up his butt.

“I’m not used to big dick.”  He pulls me down on the bed and sucks me.  When I am covered in his spit, he sits on me.  Again, he’s doing great when he’s bouncing on just half of me.   I thrust up.  He is off me in a heartbeat.  He rolls over, his face in the pillows.  I eat his freshly fucked hole.  He’s a self luber and he tastes great.  I work in again, slowly, with him flat on the bed.  I don’t use my full length—don’t even try—and get a good fuck rhythm going.  He grabs some expensive poppers.  He huffs.

“Give it all to me.”

I do.  Every inch.

“Oh, man….”  He inhales some more, but doesn’t pull off me.  “Fuck me hard.”

I do.  He begins to yip like the puppy he is.  His puppy mask sits on the back of the overstuffed chair by the window.  I fuck until I need to catch my breath.

I apologize that I’m not a great pump and dump guy---my fuse is way too long.  He assures me he’s in no rush.  Now that he can take me, he rides me again.  Bouncing and growling in his pup voice.

Then it’s back to doggy style---his ass at the edge of the bed so I can stand and drive it home.  He growls—and I realize to my amazement—I am going to shoot.

“I’m going to load you.”  He pants hard and grinds his ass back onto me.  I shoot.  It feels like a nice load—considering how much I shot last night.

He pulls off my cock and licks me clean.  “Thank you—what a great 40^th birthday present.” 

I give him a long birthday kiss.

I go home. 

And sleep away the rest of the afternoon.

(To be continued…)

 

 

Jayson's MAL Barebang--another review

I don’t watch porn online.  Maybe that’s why I missed it.  I didn’t know anyone had reviewed the porn I made with Jayson Park—Jayson’s MAL Barebang.  Fortunately a reader sent me a copy.  Not that I’m named…but I’m fine with being part of “four erect, aggressive men.”  I like being told that “it’s hard not to lose your load too early….”  And anyone who’s looked at these pages knows, I agree with the assessment that Jayson is “a perfect power bottom and we can never get enough of him!”

Here it is:

Reviewer: Marc Sylvian                                  

Date: 5/07/2012

Source: Aebn

Jayson Park is already pretty rare because he's an Asian gay porn star. His frequent appearances and his enduring popularity as a bareback bottom performer make him not only rare, but also downright precious. Bad Seed Media and Chris Neal Media present Jayson taking on a half dozen other men in Jayson's MAL Barebang, a raw group fuck for those with a taste for lightly kinky amateur porn.

Wearing a cut-off t-shirt that says "Full Service Filling Station" on the back, Jayson Park entertains a row of four erect, aggressive men with his throat. They toss Jayson on the bed, where he has his delicious, firm, well-shaped ass eaten while sucking off another guy. Jayson is soon being fucked in the ass and spit-roasted.

It's hard not to lose your load too early as you enjoy the sights and especially the lusty sounds of the top studs taking turns passing Jayson around to eat and fuck his greedy ass and mouth. Jayson often has a cock up his ass and then the same one in his mouth, the dirty boy. He's a perfect power bottom and we can never get enough of him!

PS:  Oh, and my nom de porn is Charles Wolfe

"Fame?"

Yesterday I got an email. 

I was sent the the picture above. 

There was all of one line of text.

"Isn't that you, man, in Jayson's hot ass?"

I wrote back the briefest of replies:  "Yes."



CLAW--Day Two--The Gangbang

Cleveland--April, 2012

A knock.  It’s Jayson.  He strips down to a jock and hunter green socks.  I help him tie a matching bandana around his right bicep. 

He jumps up on the bed on all fours.  He grins at me…and we begin…

I kneel on the floor and bury my face in Jayson’s hot, tight ass.   He makes a noise deep in the back of his throat.  Mark and the first top—still in his silly cowboy hat—

are trading blowjobs.  I work hard in stretching Jayson open with my tongue.  I rise, likely too soon, slap my thick, drooling cock on his ass and enter him.  The guys have stopped and watch me fuck.  Cowboy Hat has not shut up, but he has switched to dirty talk.  He steps up on the bed and feeds Jayson his cock telling him to suck it like a good boy.

Mark can’t take his eyes off Jayson’s muscle butt.  I reluctantly pull out and let Mark slide in.   He grunts.  For a moment I think he might shoot.  He doesn’t. 

Cowboy Hat soon replaces Mark, with Jayson on his back.  I am now in Jayson’s mouth, holding his legs in the air.  Cowboy Hat can’t keep hard, so he pulls out, and I re-enter just as there is a knock at the door.

It’s a Ginger Cub who has a massive tattoo on his back, and a beautiful monochromatic tat on one thigh.  His cock is ready to go the moment he steps out of his jeans.  Jayson is all over the new cock with his mouth.  I watch the look of pleasure on his face as Jayson blows him.  Soon he’s up Jayson’s butt.  And I am licking the Cub’s ass on the backstroke.  Some one is in Jayson’s mouth—I can’t tell who.  The Cub fucks hard—and blows the first load up Jayson.

Instantly there is a knock.  I let in an older leather man.  The guy is hairy and hot and is made to be smoking a cigar as he gets serviced.  Jayson crawls to the edge of the bed for him; the top has only had time to remove his shirt and get his pants around his knees.  Jayson deep throat’s him while on all fours.  I lean in and lick up the residual cum on Jayson’s ass.  Jayson is turning to get the Daddy in his hole.  He does.  He’s fucking back hard on the helpless man.  I rise and tweak the Daddy’s eraser nipples.  He shoots.  Jayson swivels fast and lovingly cleans his cock, as I clean up Jayson’s hole.

Next at the door is a porn friend of Jayson’s.  He’s loud and fun.  And has serious meat.  He fucks Jayson in many positions--mostly with my cock in his mouth while he does it.  He drops a load with Jayson on his back.  I clean his cock and Jayson’s ass. 

The Cub has stayed.  The Daddy and porn actor have left.  We fuck—the Cub getting hard again.

A knock.

“I gotta piss right now.”  A younger cub is in the door.  He stands, I kneel and take his piss.  And take it.  And take it.  I wave to Mark and get him to take over.  “It’s seven beers, guys.”  This guy has serious metal in his cock.  A PA and then another piercing under that.  Jayson gets him hard.  He fucks Jayson hard on all fours—jackhammering him.

And there’s blood.  Jayson cleans up and the new Cub removes the piercings. 

A just thirty-something Otter has arrived.  It becomes a free for all.  Jayson has the Otter on the floor, as cock sucking is happening on the bed.  The Pierced Cub gets Cowboy Hat off orally.  And the room becomes much quieter as he takes off.

On the floor, Jayson has been fucked on his back, on his side and is now on all fours as the Otter plows him.  Soon he barely grunts and cums silently.  The Pierced Cub is right there to fuck in the jizz.  He adds load number five.

Another man arrives.  He wants to fist Jayson.  We get rid of him.

It’s near the ending hour.  I am ready to seed Jayson, but he tells me his hole has had it.  Jayson strokes himself to full erection---and asks if he can fuck the Otter.  It’s so hot I have to stop touching myself to see them reverse.  The Otter is on his back, kissing Jayson, and giving him his hole.  But Jayson stops just short of seeding him.

“I want to watch you fuck him” Jayson tells me.  I look at the Otter.  He nods.  We get him in the sling.  Jayson sits and strokes as I bend to eat out Jayson’s precum.   I enter this hairy, hairy ass.  I fuck—but I can’t get off either.  I think Mark fucks him.  And I go back up him—but my focus is split waiting for another knock.

The momentum slows. 

The others leave. 

I kiss Jayson good night. 

He seems pleased.

And the gangbang is history...

(I go off to the second warehouse party—which I wasn’t going to attend.  Two hours later I get off in a cute man I met—and fucked--last year.)

CLAW--Day Two--Prepping for the Gangbang

Cleveland—April, 2012

For being in a hotel with literally hundreds of horny leather men, I did not try to play during the day on Friday.  I had a late breakfast—well deserved after putting in my three and a half hours of sex the night before at the first of the Recon/Reflex Parties.  Friday was the day of Jayson’s gangbang—and I had no time for anyone else.  I attended to the two websites where the announcements had appeared.  I answered questions about it.   I sent reminders.  And I sent a brief set of rules:

Rules for tonight:

Socks or Boots—no bare feet.

No hard drugs during or before.  Poppers here are great.

No one gets fucked but JP—It’s a gangbang not group sex.

Oral between tops is expected and encouraged!!!

Hydrate.

Piss in the tub on Jayson—or down my throat.

We are not filming—but JP is fine with an occasional pic.

Friday at 8pm to 12.

Room 3XX at the Host Hotel.

I invited close to 30 guys after weeding out more than a dozen bottoms.  Jayson’s taste in men is very inclusive—so we had all types and ages…

Jayson arrived at the hotel by the afternoon.  We walked around the Vendor Mart together (where he purchased some Nasty Pig socks).  We talked about porn, CLAW, bareback porn, my gay brother, internet bareback porn and Cleveland.

I’d put the sling was up, though Jayson is not a big fan of them.  The rimseat was within easy reach if I wanted to get him on it to eat out loads later in the evening.  Bottled water was in the refrigerator .   There were plenty of towels—both from the hotel and some I had brought.  Mark and I had folded the comforter and tucked it in the closet with the ugly decorative pillow provided by the Hilton. 

Jayson was due at 7:45pm.  The first top arrived at 7:30.  He would not shut up.  He knows both Mark and myself—Mark from various campgrounds where they have run into each other, me from a rest area encounter.  Normally, I would have been fine with his chatter, but I needed to get my own head in the right zone for this kind of party.  I’m pulled in so many directions during a function like this.  I’m supposed to be the perfect host and the man leading the charge in getting the bottom opened up.  Almost invariably I am just entering ass as I have to go answer the door.  So I really didn’t need to hear the first guest asking if he could fuck Mark while we waited for Jayson…or worse, having him play the most obnoxious ring tone in the history of cell phones for our “amusement.”  Mark and I sigh as I tie the laces on my chaps.

A knock.  It’s Jayson.  He strips down to a jock and hunter green socks.  I help him tie a matching bandana around his right bicep. 

He jumps up on the bed on all fours.  He grins at me…and we begin…

The Gangbanging of Jayson Park

We've been talking and talking.  Since we met.  Sometimes on line.  Sometimes on the phone.  But it finally looks like it will be happening.  Jayson Park will be coming to CLAW.  More importantly, into my bed--for my (and many others) fucking and felching pleasure.

We’d talked about what we’d like to do.  This is the ad that he came up with (to be posted by me on BBRT) written in his distinctive style:

The Gangbanging of Jayson Park

Cum join me - your host, fucker & felcher - in the raw gangbanging of my fuck buddy's porn-tastic barebackin' ass!

Yeah, my pal Jayson Park and I want the cum-pany of a few (dozen!) good men of breeding to seed his hairy-holed bubble butt! (Don't stop there! Jayse hopes to gulp your goo and wash it down with your piss, too!)

Entry is by invite only; Room number on the day of event: Friday, April 27th; Hours: 8PM to Midnight.

So, all you jizz jockeys - get down to your socks (for Jayse's sake!), get your cocks up, cum get off! - and let's make CLAW Friday a nutbustin' nite to remember!

My cock thickens a little, every time I read that.  

Response has been good.  Will everyone show up who has said they will?  Of course not.  And will other bottoms quit asking for invites?  No.  Not at all.

But you can read the report from the host, load by load, right here….

And then again from Jayson's point of view on his great blog, Views from the Bottom.

(These photos were provided by Jayson.  None of them are of me.)

A Review--"Jayson's MAL Barebang"

“Let me send you a better email address,” wrote Jayson Park.  He did.  I was able to drop a note to the producer of Bad Seed Media and within days I got my promised copy of “Jayson’s MAL Barebang.”

For readers with long memories, this was the porn shoot I did in January, 2011 at my first MAL.  The vagaries of that shoot were detailed in my missives sent and published in “A Breeder’s Journal.”  The preview was posted a year later on the companies website, but I had not been sent my copy.  Well, I have it now.  And I’ve watched it.

“And!???” as my brother texted to me.

Well, there is no question, for my money, that Jayson is one of the best bareback bottoms in porn today.  I love watching him as much as I loved feeling him under me.  His level of commitment--a true love for all things sexual--shines through every moment.  He’s a true sexual athlete.  His warmth shines through.  And he’s a damn good kisser.

And me?  I have never been crazy to see or hear myself perform.  I so think it is a good document of how I play in the bedroom.   I perform well---but I can’t separate whether I find moments very hot on the video because they are--or am I just remembering how hot they were to me at the time?  Does it communicate to others?  I can’t tell---and never will be able to know for sure.  I’d always been told the camera adds ten pounds to you.  Oh, please!!  I wish it had.  Now, my cock at times surprises me at how large it looks, and then from another angle I’ll think “what’s the big deal?”  I will let the viewer decide….though the look on Jayson’s face each time it slips home might tell the story…

The group (that reduces to a three way very fast) takes up most of the running time of the DVD‘s hour and forty-five minutes.  There is an additional one-on-one scene with Jayson and a guy who arrived mid play at the end of the video--which, frankly, I haven’t watched yet.  (It’s very obvious in the video when he arrives--doors opening and closing--all our eyes swinging over to him.)

It was a two camera shoot--and we see everything we did from each perspective.  Sometimes I find that annoying in video--for me to re-live it, of course it’s great.  I think, especially at the top when there were five of us, it helps capture all the sex that was happening in the room. Even later, it’s one camera on Jayson’s ass and one on his face.  So it’s nice for me to see what was happening as I was fucking.

There are also moments I had totally forgotten about.  We took a break for Jayson to get some water, and all the tops congregated on the bed we were not supposed to fuck on---and there I am with the 20 something sitting on my face.  And Jayson joins us all, sucking my cock.

It’s truly a reality video:  doors opening, a phone ringing, the cameramen whispering, and no hiding some of the breaks we took.  Not a glossy fuck vid, by any means--but if you want to see committed sex pigs fucking--I think it works.  The Double Penetration of Jayson is HOT.  They kept in my felching my load--and the young man’s bigger one.  You see me eat them, slip back in to fuck a little more and then give my cock for Jasons hot hungry mouth to clean.

Those moments should get anyone aroused.

Link to the site (where we are still the preview.)  http://badseedmedia.com/about.html

Jayson Park and Bareback Porn

My Playroom--January, 2012

While I was struggling with how to write up the New Year’s Eve orgy post, I had BBRT on as a diversion. Soon it became my only focus. Ok, it’s name dropping time. Jayson Park, Porn Star Extraordinaire sent me a New Year’s greeting. It was in response to a note I’d written to him at the end of December. (Readers with long memories will remember that Jayson was the star bottom in the porn scene I filmed at MAL last year. He and I have chatted occasionally over this last year.  And some of his news was that our scene may finally be coming out. We shall see. )

Today we chatted on BBRT.

Then we chatted on G-Mail.

Soon we were chatting on the phone.

He expanded on how he had heard about the potential release of the Bad Seed video.

We talked about an event that we might collaborate on.

But we also talked a lot about the state of bareback porn--and how important it is to actually buy the videos we watch--or subscribe to the online services.

In his blog, Views from the Bottom--which you can always find in the “My Blog List” column on the right--he used the new release of The Breeding of Jason Park to remind us that unless we want to see nothing but self made porn, we have to actually spend a little money with the companies who make it.  Well, here it is in Jayson’s words from an email he sent me after we hung up…

Would you…"mention something about this one:

http://viewsfromthebottom.com/cruise.html/?p=667

I promise you it’s not as self-serving as it sounds! If you have read the post, hopefully you’ll get that I just wanna help bareback porn as much as possible; and there’s no better time then the beginning of a New Year. Which, with all those weird news stories - like the body found at the Queens Palace, the shooter at Mount Rainier, and Newt Gingrich announcing he is total "no exception" when it comes to abortions - is starting out as fucked up as it can get! So if ya really wanna get fucked up right...
...Maybe just reiterate my "support your local bareback porn maker" plea will suffice!”

So readers--make the jump. You should read Jayson’s message.

(And there are HOT pictures from the new video.)

Support your local bareback porn maker!