I was sitting in my
car, reading, for it had rained the night before and the grass was wet. He glanced at me as he passed in front of me
and made a wide U-turn to park right next to me.
“Hello,” he
gushed. “You’re back.”
I nodded. He looked vaguely familiar. I’m sure I must have done something with him
sometime.
“The park has
changed,” he told me. “There are so few
people here nowadays.”
“Is it police? Rangers?”
“No,” he said shook
his head. “There’s no money for them to be out here.” He looked out at the lake. “Guys just don’t seem to come out here
anymore. Or at least guys who want to
play with me.”
I looked at him again. I guessed he was anywhere from 60 to 70. His clothes were expensive—tan slacks and a
pin striped shirt. The shoes were a top
of the line exercise shoe. His thinning
hair was occasionally caught in the breeze off the lake. All in all, he reminded me a literature
teacher I had in school except there was no bowtie. I looked down at the fingers gripping the handlebars. There was a gold band on his left hand that
seemed to dwarf his ring finger.
James remembered
everything about my visit in 2011. We’d
played in the woods on two different days.
Once, he reminded me, we had sucked each other off. Another time I had refused to let him bother
with my cock while I’d taken his cum. I
remembered him not from the sex, but from his conversational style and good
humor—and his need to have some gay man actually listen to him. The park seemed to be the only connection he
had with anyone queer. And now even that
limited exposure was drying up.
“So do you want me to
suck you?” It sounded so blunt after all
the other chat. It did stop James as he
was beginning a new topic.
“I can’t today. I’m late for dinner now. Meatloaf.
How about tomorrow? About 5:00?”
I agreed. James pedaled off with a quick wave—and
headed home down the rutted road to his wife’s meatloaf.
But he didn’t show up
the next day. And neither did anyone
else.
The day after that, he was parked again by my car. “I’m so sorry. Yesterday I had some sort of stomach
flu. Or food poisoning. But I’m fine now.”
I refrained from
asking if it was the meatloaf.
He pointed to the
wooded area where most men played. He
was eager. He was also in easy access exercise
clothes. We pushed our way through the
undergrowth until we were lost from view—not that there was anyone there to
view us.
I thank James, though I don’t particularly believe him.
He has pulled his maroon running shorts down and is stroking
his distended cock. I unbuckle my belt
as he feels my mound of dick through my jeans.
I push the pants down right along with the underwear so my hard cock
juts out. His fist wraps around it. He gives it two or three strokes with his
soft hands. Then he bends at the waist and
takes a third of it into his mouth.
He is all tongue action.
It feels good but I want to go deeper into his mouth. I thrust once and he gags. I pull out and sink to my knees. I take him to the root on the first swallow. He gives a grunt of satisfaction. His soft hands trace patterns on my ears. He tells me how good it feels. How long it’s been since anyone did this to
him.
He doesn’t blow instantly, like I thought he might. But it doesn’t take too much to make him cum. He shoots down my throat. I swallow his thick load. He pulls out the ubiquitous fast food napkin
from a shirt pocket and mops up the little I don’t clean off his cock.
And we talk. Well, he
does mostly. About what he’d like to do
with me in a bed. We both know it won’t
happen—he has a wife at home and I have a sleeping bag on an air mattress. He talks about watching his teenaged students
in class. (I was right—he is a
teacher.) How free they seem to him. How he has a kid, openly gay at 15, in one of
his classes. James says he can’t imagine
being that open. Ever. Much less that young.
He finds his bicycle.
He wants my Squirt screen name—a service
I rarely use—but it’s big, he tells me, in Canada. I give it to him.
With a last wave, James pedals out of the park.
I stay in the woods a moment more. I could have so easily gone down his path 35
years ago. I was trained to teach; expected to have a
wife. I smirk at myself, realizing I
even have the bowties.
But I took a different path.
Something, at this very moment, I’m glad I did.
I step out of the woods and into the first sunshine in the
last three days.
I used to be on Squirt a few years ago. I don't know if it's a free site anymore. I met and hooked up a lot of guys. It was hit or miss mostly. I liked sucking the cocks of married guys too in the park. One of my best on Squirt was a gorgeous Puerto Rican who fucked me raw a few times in back of his building.. As an older guy myself it's so flattering to me to think I'm still attractive to younger guys. I'm sure this guy felt good too.
ReplyDeleteI am still on Squirt....but rarely use it. In my area, it seems to attract guys who don't want to post a picture. It is still free--for very limited service. I am old enough to find young men who are attracted to me very special indeed....so I was happy to help my fuck karma by playing with a guy I liked....
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