And All I Wanted Was a Mouth on My Cock

 Near Home—May, 2026

My cruising in May started poorly.  I had another respiratory bug at the end of April.  It cleared quickly, but then I had two cancellations for sessions in the playroom.  One guy hurt himself as he was cleaning out and then the guy who wanted to film his hole being opened cancelled when I couldn’t find a videographer. 

The next week, my work gig got in the way of any fun.  It was literally halfway thru the month before I had sex.  I went to the bookstore near me.  I just wanted someone to suck my dick…

 

The place is crowded.  I have to sit along the side wall.  I take my dick out.  A hot man with closely cropped hair and massive arms is near the gay screen.  He reaches for the pretty boy next to him who is stroking.  Soon the hot guy kneels in front of him.  The young guy writhes in exquisite agony and soon gives up his load.  The hot guy swallows every drop.

I make eye contact with the hot guy.  I take my hand away from my dick to show it to him in all its glory.  He gets up, but doesn’t sit near me, but moves to a dad-type who is stroking right across from me.  Soon Hot Guy is sucking him.

The crossdressing Latino comes to me, waving a Magnum.  I tell him no.  I really want a mouth on my dick—and many guys in this setting won’t suck after I fuck—even covered in latex and always with a wash in the restroom to make sure.  He is insistent.  But so am I.  He goes home unhappy.

I watch Hot Guy get another load.  He swallows and sits back in his chair, looking right at me.  I nod.  He does nothing.

I watch the porn and stroke. 

I look back at Hot Guy.  He’s eyeing another guy who has his dick out.  Suddenly he stands up and walks over to me.  He sits in the chair to my left.

“That’s a big cock…”

“Do you want it?”

“It’s too big for me.  I couldn’t take it…”

He sits there a moment and takes his regulation sized dick out.  He strokes to the straight porn. 

“I’m happy to do you,” I tell him.  While it’s not what I wanted, it would at least be something fun.

He shrugs.  And jerks.  I go down on my knees.  He pushes his pants to his ankles.  I begin to suck.  But he can’t stay hard without a cock in his mouth.  As I try to get him hard again, he scootches down in the seat.  So that’s what he wants.  My cock travels along his ass crack.  I hit his tailbone.  He’s not at the right angle.  And he won’t move to the right one.  The tease is fine, but not the actual fuck.

I get up and sit back on my chair.  “If you kneel on the chair, I will be happy to fuck you,” I whisper. 

He looks offended and leaves for the old man who he was going to suck before he came over to me.  He’s on his knees in no time.

I stroke.

The guy I’ve known the longest from here comes in.  He sits next to me, then stands up and strips.  “Suck my cock,” he whispers.  I do.  But the brown bottle is constantly at his nose and his dick refuses to stand up.  I keep trying, while hoping some man will come over to suck me.

Cute College Kid comes in.  He sits in my usual chair and is soon playing with a man who is even older than me—who has a long thin (and hard) dick.  They trade blowjobs, while I keep working on the soft one in my mouth.  Just as I’m about to excuse myself from the guy I’m sucking and go help CCK, the young man explodes all over the naked older guy.  He gets dressed, sees me for the first time and exits with a wave.

Hot Guy leaves having taken load number three.  A few other men follow him out the door.

I excuse myself.  Zip up and take off.

And not a single person has touched my dick but me…