Dear Readers:
I have not forgotten you--and God knows, I’m had a lot of sex since I last put pen to paper, or um, fingers to keys…
But on the way South I got the phone call I’d been hoping I would not get until I was back in Michigan. It’s a family death I really don’t want to deal with in a sex blog. It’s hard, though expected. In the grand scheme of things it’s a merciful release, but the little free time I’ve had has been focused on them. I’m still 400 miles from family--and headed there tomorrow--so it may be even longer before I can write.
On the other hand, I’ve really missed the connection to my readers that I’ve felt in the short time I’ve been online. While the blog comments have been pretty quiet, I’ve gotten the nicest emails on BBRT and actually met a very enthusiastic reader. We had a marvelous 4 + hour talk about sex, books, kinky sex, scotch, filthy sex, movies, piss sex, straight porn and antiques. We played a little that night, but not until it was way too late. (I mean, he showed he his jock-strapped hole, how could I not lick it? Finger it?? Fuck it just a little??? But it was almost 5am…) Tonight I hope to be doing some things with him he rarely gets to do….
I truly miss you all. I’ll be back. That’s a promise. FP
PS: Ace--do you know that phone call was 66 minutes and 15 seconds?? I’d make a joke about thinking we were back in Junior High School---but it was too nice--and needed--a gesture….
Well, it was 66min and 15sec that I wouldn't give up for anything. Expect more phone calls in the future, stud.
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FelchingPisser--
ReplyDeleteMy thoughts are with you at the moment. I know that sense of expectation even if a part of is dreads the end. When my grandmother passed in may, it was with a great sense of relief, as the poor woman was in so much pain; but also a great sense of loss for the extraordinary woman who played such a large role in making me the man I am today.
Blessings & Strength.
Scott
VersBareCub
I am very sorry for your loss!
ReplyDeleteGood that you had a good talk and managed to get some distraction!
My sympathy and solidarity, Friend FP. We'll be here when it's time to share more stories.
ReplyDeleteScott, Countess, RP, Ace--Thank you to all of you. And to the folks who reached out to me on BBRT. The power of this connection amazes (and humbles) me. I'm sorry it's taken me so long to get back to this...but there was no question I needed to take the time.
ReplyDeleteI think I am fine. Sad, but fine. Maybe it will hit me harder at a later date, but for the moment, I'm doing pretty damn good...
Sorry to hear about the death FP. Work has been busier than normal and I am just now catching up on blog reading. Will connect more soon.
ReplyDeleteVRPBottom--I appreciate your thoughts and comment. It was hard--but truly the best thing that could have happened--how can you wish a loved one to linger longer in pain?
ReplyDeleteYou are correct...I have the same believe...don't anyone linger longer in pain.
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