Near Home—November, 2023
The next day, a Thursday, I was supposed
to have a fisting session, but it fell through.
I was horned, and as I didn’t really get off with Kieran, I went to the
bookstore. Once again, it proved that you
just never know…
I sit along the wall in the straight theatre. A guy who always masturbates, but wants no
one to touch him, is sitting in the cocksucker’s seat. He is stroking hard, with his dick inside a
rubber so he’ll make no mess. I have a
pair of men across from me. One I know
well. He is a regular, around my age, tall
and thin and fairly good looking. We are
no more than nodding acquaintances as he has an eye for younger men. The other is tall, (noticing his long legs sticking
under the seat in front of him) and around my age, with a sun or smoker’s weathered
face.
They both look straight ahead at the video. It takes a couple of minutes for me to
realize that Weathered Face has his left hand in the other man’s pants. The guy being stroked has his hands resting on
the mound of his pants, almost disguising it.
I watch the video and stroke. Now the guy who avoids me, reaches his hand
out, grabbing the other man by the back of his neck. He tries to pull him down to suck the cock he’s
been stroking. The guy resists. He wrests himself free with a shrug and sit
hunched over, looking at the floor.
I get up and go next door. A former clerk from here is stroking his big
cock to the movie. A handsome man, just
younger than myself, watches him. Then
he watches me as I take my dick out. The
three of us continue to watch the video and each other. No one makes a move.
I need to piss.
I do myself up and do just that.
I go back to the straight side.
The cocksucker’s seat is available now. I sit. The
two men, side by side, are still there. Now
right in front of me. Again, I see the
hand go to the back of the other man’s neck.
This time he pulls him down into his crotch and I hear the sounds of a
wet blowjob.
I stroke to the video—and the sounds coming live from the
pair of them.
Suddenly the man sits up, pushing the arm that held
him in place roughly away. He stomps out
of the room, zipping his pants. The guy
who avoids me goes after him. I inwardly
sigh at the drama and concentrate on the action up on the screen.
The door opens.
It’s the handsome man from next door.
He’s white, early 50’s with a touch of gray at the temples on his dark,
full head of hair. He is wearing grey
sweatpants that bulge obscenely and a matching sweatshirt.
He stands next to me.
He squeezes himself through the fabric.
“Jeez, you’re bigger than that guy over there.”
“Only just,” I tell him.
He reaches down and touches me. His grip is a little too firm. He let’s go, just as I am about to tell
him. He pulls the sweatpants waistband
down under his balls. He is sporting a
thick seven incher himself.
I reach over and guide it into my mouth.
“Fuuuuuck….” he croons.
The door opens.
The man who avoids me is back. He
sits along the side wall, watching me suck this man’s cock. The new guy is dripping into my mouth like
mad. I give him another two minutes
before he blows his load. He groans
again.
I swallow his sweet, slippery cum a little faster than
that. But he is in no hurry to pull out
of my mouth. He seems to love the clean
up with my tongue. Even my pulling him
back into my mouth for a moment to get a final drip that would have stained
those sweatpants. He gives my shoulder a
grip in thanks—and leaves.
The guy who avoids me turns to the video. He kneads his bulge.
The door opens.
A regular, a man who I either fuck or blow, comes in. He whips out his hardening cock and feeds it to
me with nothing more by way of a greeting than a shit-eating grin. I have to work harder with him. He doesn’t always get fully hard, but that
doesn’t keep his cum from flowing.
My audience of one turns to watch me again, still kneading
his groin.
The guy I’m sucking takes some poppers and he is
suddenly filling my mouth with his seed.
He shakes and groans and I get every drop. He lets me clean him up. Then thanks me and takes off.
Silence.
But the guy is still watching me not the video.
“That was an interesting time with the guy sitting
next to you,” I venture.
He tells me it was arranged online. The guy wanted to be forced to have sex in
public. Now it makes more sense to me—as
it seemed so out of character for the man sitting here. Eyeing me.
“He couldn’t really do it,” he continues. “He was fine when we were alone, but that
wasn’t the point…”
Suddenly he stands up.
“It looks like you know how to suck.
Those guys came quick.” He walks
back to me and unzips. I have always
watched this guy pursue younger men. To
the point of stalking. I have never
fantasized about doing anything with him.
He sticks it in my mouth. He has
a nice sized dick, bigger than average, but of a size I can show off my
cocksucking skills without fear of teeth.
His hands are all over the cropped hair on my
head. He strokes it. It feels nice. Then he finds my ears. His fingers are now all over them. And in them.
I find it distracting to be finger fucked in my left ear as I’m sucking
him.
But it’s working for him. He is breathing hard in no time. Suddenly he pulls out of my mouth. “I don’t want to cum yet.” He packs it away and leaves the room.
I get up and check the other side. No one.
I watch a little more of the straight movie.
I can’t find the guy I’ve just sucked. He must be in the arcade, where I never go.
The place is empty.
I don’t get off.
Again.
But that’s okay—I am headed to a small house party on
the weekend…